so fix your eyes and get up

Soo I'm actually updating this and it hasn't even been a week...be proud of me. I think I was depressed or whatever on Monday night due to being pissed off about everything in general in life. Things never go my way, wah wah wah etc. I'm pretty much over all of that...for now anyway.

Tuesday was a glorious day in which Lindsay and I presented our music presentation, which was probably what was stressing me out so bad. I'm not good at working in "groups" even though it wasn't really a group but a partner...who was my best friend, haha. It just didn't work I guess. We have different work ethics, yo. I believe Tuesday night (which feels like it happened AGES ago) was absolutely wonderful. I worked with Mon and Phelps and we were completely dead so we pretty much goofed off A LOT. After Phelps left I think Mon and I got even MORE silly and just couldn't stop laughing. I officially love Cindy and I think I'm being stalked again...? We made fun of everyone/everything and taking trash was special as usual. My only night working at WM this week :((((

Wednesday was a long fucking day as usual. Classes in which I view my new love (hotttt) and a test for my night class which took me like 13.8393 minutes. Then it was off to visit Mon and Briana with Lindsay, our Wednesday night ritual. It was super fab and we didn't even steal anything this time! I'm having a little trouble remembering what exactly occurred but I think Trav was still there since it was early and we played with a dancing Santa a lot. HO HO HO...Lisper's favorite thing to say!!

Thursday was classes. I swear to fucking God, human development is the biggest waste of time. The fucking $120 book (the most expensive book thus far in college) that I have NEVER opened. It's not like I never opened it because I'm a lazy as, it's because B. Sands never felt the need to use it in his curriculum. WTF, mate??? Dude, I mean I know I'm a psych major and the book will be useful for a lot of things later on but seriously. I mean COME ON, this coming Tuesday we have a "test" (which I thought translated into "challenging" for most profs) and it's a "group" test...aka CLASS test for those dumb kids. Basically we'll have to write a few paragraphs about something we learned...ANYTHING from this entire semester. Talk about a waste of brain cells. I know BS means well and that he wants us all to do well, but, as stated numerous times, I'M A PSYCH MAJOR and would actually like to learn this shit whereas all the ed. majors don't give a flying fuck. K, rant is over now.

Thursday eve was a fab night working at NH...we were actually pretty busy and it was just myself and one other girl. IT RAINED as usual. Every time I have to work there it rains, honestly. At least I was done at 9 so I headed up to AC to watch some comedians or something. It was a fab night, full of clouds and WIND (my favorite) and while walking to Francis hall, and after passing Gorgeous (hot guy from class) we decided to make a u-turn and take a small walk around campus and then take a drive. OHHH and when we got to my vehicle, who do we see but Gorgeous and his hot jacket strolling the "streets" (more like driveways) of AC ALONE in the dark windy cloudy night!!!! His hair was blowing in the wind. Because it's long. Because he's hot. Uhhh we drove to the Puh-go-duh and then around some mountainous terrain in Reading which we didn't know existed. My mom thought I was watching a comedian at school, meanwhile I'm in a dangerous city at midnight driving around. We got "hollered" at my some WHITE ghetto guy who used the term "shorty" because he's soo black. Right.

Friday equals FUN (finally). I guess it wasn't even that fab but I needed to get away for a few hours at least. School in the day...hotness. More wind. I got my check and then headed back up to AC to meet LMH. We then traveled in extreme traffic to Amber's house to meet up with her and my bro and then to go up to Penn State (first time). Loooonnng drive but somehow due to Amber's extreme driving skills we made it by 8, got food, and met up with KIM!!!! We even got away with the whole sneaking of the wristband thing so Kim could be down on the floor with us. We saw Shinedown and Godsmack both. Shinedown was alright...a little slow for my taste, haha. Godsmack was pretty amazing though, even though I didn't know a lot of the songs. Those type of shows are always good...you get your money's worth, that's for sure. They even had FIRE, whoooo. Ummm that was definitely a first for me. They did this whole drumming thing w/ the singer and the regular drummer drumming together which I thought was fucking amazing. They were goooood...and I liked the singer's little tattoo awwww. We saw a Gorgous lookalike...with red hair! Lotssss of funny shit happened, mostly due to my brother being himself and making us laugh. On the loooong ride home we listend to ADD music and laughed forever at "Baby!" hahahahahhaa. I just realized I haven't written anything like this in a LONG time. I miss hanging out with friends and actually doing stuff and having things to remember. It feels good to be able to write this all down and be able to read it in like a year. I'm a nerd, I know. Defffff gonna have to go back to see Kim for longer than a few hours, yayyyy!!

Saturday was a wasted day, which I hate doing but it felt good. I woke up around noon-ish and watched two whole movies while I was still in bed..shockerrrrr. Then I went upstairs and watched yet ANOTHER movie with my mother. Fell asleep AGAIN, got ready and then went to gift wrapping at Berkshire. No hottie this time :( It was pretty non-eventful just like last week. We had some little kids come and wrap gifts for each other while they were together, but it had to be a secret, shhhh. Haha I love kiddies.

Oh, I also had an eye-opening experience which just makes me feel worse and worse for the kiddies of today. I saw a girl, she couldn't have been older than 14 or 15 with a BABY...ahhhhh. Her and her friend walked by with the baby in a stroller and I was like "ew" at first but didn't think much of it. Then a few minutes later a whole bunch of KIDS (and I mean KID kids...like some of the boys looked REALLY young...probably a little brother of some of the others?) But anyway, the point is, these kids had this baby and the mom left the kid with her "friends" who I later found out didn't even know her and had just met the girl. The poor kid, who was really cute (!), was crying the whole time and they're like bouncing the baby up and down saying "Don't cry, baby!". I was like WTF, didn't they name the kid? Did they pick it out of the dumpster behind Sears or something?? "Pre-teens" (since I'm still a teenager technically) are so fucking ignorant and immature, I cannot believe 1) this girl has a baby at all and 2) that her parents would let her TAKE IT TO THE MALL with a bunch of 12-year-olds watching it while she was off doing whatever and calling it "baby". And as a fantastic finale, the baby was wearing a PINK dress and a PINK bow/headband thing in her head and as the new friends of the mom were leaving and handing "baby" back to her, they said their goodbyes and as they walked farther away the one turns and yells "WAIT, what's HIS name again???" and then once they know the name they all yell goodbye to the child literally called "it". I don't know, but this bothered me so much. I feel bad for the baby AND the mother. I mean, the poor kid will be raised at the Berkshire mall with a bunch of "punk rock" kids who only hang there now because of the newly installed Hot Topic. And the mother will have to have the burden of a child while she's trying to enjoy her childhood, which I guess is her fault. The whole picture just looked wrong and out of place. If I had a teen daughter who got pregnant and decided to have a baby, I wouldn't drop her off (since none of these kids could drive yet) at the mall to hang out with her friends. And what do the parents of the other kids think? Like "Bye mom, I'm going to the mall to hang out with so-and-so and her baby...can you pick me up at 9:30??" Some of the boys were even trying to SIT in the stroller while the baby wasn't in it and laughing hysterically when it rolled out from under their immature asses. These kids should not be raising a child. DONE...but I could go on FOREV.

Uhhh yeah, back on track. Today I went to my mom's best friend's son's girlfriend's baby shower. Did you follow that? It was fun...everyone there is so nice and I love them all...all very good people. I ate wayyyyy too much food and even had some alcohollllll which had no effect on me and it was a lot more than I've ever had before. Since everyone keeps telling me drinking is "sooo muchhhh funnnn!!" I'm guessing it's gonna take massive quantities for it to have any effect on me. We shall see. So tonight I'm just relaxing and doing a small amount of homework. Which I should probably get back to. Seeeyou bitches tomorrowwwwwww <3