one day you'll get sick of saying that everything's alright

Soo first of all, I'm supposed to tell everyone that Ashley Phelps is the coolest kid I know and I love her to death! Now that that's out of the way...

On Monday I took my mom to the doctor and then I went to Borders and found out that I have a pretty good shot at getting a job there since I go to school in the area BUT I have to wait about three more weeks since that's when everyone will be leaving to go back to school. I'm crossing my fingers that I get this job because I'm really getting fed up with Subway. After Borders my mom and I took a ride and got lost in the middle of nowhere and eventually came out, guess where!! Rt. 23 near Morgantwon, booo. Later in the evening Lindsay and I went to B&N and read the best book yet about breaking away from shyness. We discussed "deep shit" and drove forever. I saw some upsetting/depressing things (reality) and then on top of that (about 5 seconds later) I get a gay ass phone call. What the hell, and why me?

Yesterday I slept a lot and then did nothing. Eventually I had to go to work where I was majorly pissed off due to bullshit as usual. My "cool" manager Phyllis never remembers anything I ask her (she is forgetful though...) and I asked her about a schedule "mistake" which turns out was intentional because Sunday afternoons aren't THAT busy. Whatevvvv. I told her that last week we were busy and she proceeds to ask me "Were you just sitting around and talking, Jess, or were you ACTUALLY WORKING???" Oh. My. God. I wanted to smack her. Anyway, Monica's presence made me feel better and I got to see Little D later and get my BRAKE light fixed on my car by "Dad"!!

Today I did nothing but sleep and then work again. Crazy night with baking lots of bread and cookies (which were individually wrapped...there were literally hundreds). Everyone called to "check in" on me, wtf. I guess I'm still viewed as unrealiable and retarded and incapable of handling tough situations. Too bad I'll be quitting and there will be no one to depend on. Andddd in about 4 hours PN will be viewing my note that I'm asking off next week Wednesday through Sunday MAUAHHAHA. I'm soooo sick of being there like 40 hours for the last 3 weeks and being paid nada so I'm taking a little break. Like Mon says, everyone else gets a whole week (or more) off for vacation, why not me? Anyway, work tonight was nuts and the girl I worked with wasn't exactly my type of person...or maybe she was just shy because she's new. Oh well, everything got done and GB applauded my hard work (where's my raise, bitch?).

Tomorrow I was asked to work and I accepted due to the fact that next week I'll probably work one day hahahaha. So this week I'm working close to 50 hours and still getting paid SHIT. Sorry to speak of Suckway so much but this week that's all I'll really be doing.

Speaking of this week...I only work day shift Friday, Saturday, and Sunday so whoever is free any of those days/nights after 4pm that would be wonderful.

Nothing else is really new except that about 30 minutes ago my phone rang and guess who it was. Didn't get to it in time and NOT calling back. Why why why??? I try to stay away but then I have constant reminders, whatever. Speaking of boys there are none :(

Ummm after this week of death, next week is looking realllll good. I'll probably work Monday or Tuesday (or both) and then on Wednesday my parents are driving up to that huge ass mall we went to during Bamboozle weekend for the whooooole day. Wayyy excited for a long car ride and headphones, yay! Oh, and shopping too. On Thursday Lindsay and I will also be back in Jersey for some lovely music that I'm wayyy excited about. Hopefully that weekend I can just relax, hang out with some people, or since my dad is on vacation go to Philly. Ahh can't wait.

I also can't wait for school to start!! Or for Hershey and Dorney with my 2nd family in the fall. Ohhhh and the fair (one night only...final answer). And and and and FALL! I'm happy today :)

<3 Jess

P.S. Phelps is amazingness...again, just for her ;)