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Hi hi hi!! I'm bored so I'm writing in here again even though nothing too exciting has happened to me...well kinda. On Thursday I was bored as fuck so I went to the store for my mommy and then did a little shopping for myself. On the way home my lovely co-worker Ashley Phelps called me and convinced me to visit her before she left Wal-Mart, even though Lindsay and I were planning on going back to visit later. So I went and saw some interesting characters that I haven't seen in forever. I was all like "Ohh I don't miss this place at all" but I was really lying to myself, haha. After a quick little visit I went home to drop some stuff off and then picked Lindsay up and we went BACK to WM to "buy hair dye" aka talk to Monica and the new girl (who basically replaced me blahhh). We laughed a lot as usual and made fun of people. How fun! I think Lindsay and I went back to my house and watched The Best Show Ever (haha) which included a very special episode about ADD hahahhahaa. Also, my mommy had to go into the hospital that night since she was sick with whatever I had...only worse :(

Friiiiday was a gay day. I went to the doctor for what I hoped was the last time and found out I have to get ANOTHER gay ass inhaler that looks like a Bubble Tape dispenser thing hahaha. I also called my boss and everyone got all confused about me coming to work. Whatever...I ended up not working and going shopping/"job hunting" with Lindsay. We got new blowers (aka hair dryers...is that spelled right?) and then I did nothing ew. I think my father and I got food and rented movies. Oh at like one in the morning I went back to Lindsay's house and we watched that movie about people spitting in people's food and stuff. It was funny HAHAHA, gotta love Dane Cook.

Saturday went like this: wake up, visit mommy, go to store with father, be agitated/worried to death about having to work at skanky LEOLA, ewwww. I had to drive like half an hour to get there and then they leave me helpless and abandoned with some Asian kid named "Kong" (not to be confused with King Kong). They basically left me with no key to lock up meaning I'd have to lock the doors from the inside and then leave out the scary back with creepy wooden steps and stones and then WALK AROUND the building to my car in the pitch black of night. Ummm how about not?? So the kid I worked with turned out to be pretty cool and a good worker and we were completely UNbusy so we just cleaned shit. I made Lindsay come and stay with me so I wouldn't be alone for an hour and half in which I could possibly get robbed/shot/molested/raped/murdered. Basically the whole night was retarded and it turned out to not be so bad. I'm still alive and that's all that matters haha. Oh also I have to work there this coming Saturday for THREE hours in which I'll probably die of boredom.

On Sunday we had to go to my aunt and uncle's house for the "May Birthdays"...whatever. It was the most boring time of my life...I basically sit there and listen to the adults talk and then answer questions about college over and over. Then we have to listen to everyone on the planet sing the birthday song for each individual person which was like eight different people, blahhhh. My dad's family is just...odd. I feel fake when I'm there like no one even knows me. This means that I probably won't be going to a lot of the parties anymore unless I have someone to bring with me since I don't talk to for like 6 hours and die. After that "party" we visited my mommy and then I came home and went to bed, ewwwww and it was before 11:30, wtf??

Today = volunteering 8-12, visiting mother 12-2, coming home and getting called into work, working 4-9. Work actually wasn't that bad and me and Amber had a good time haha. Oh and people need to start using birth control and stop having so many damn kids because today was like Annoying Child Day or something. This one lady had like 5 kids and they were all SCREAMING and arguing about cookies and throwing shit all over the floor to which the mother was like "No. Stop. No. Don't do that." with like no enthusiasm or effort. Amber told me that she would hate to be my kid, HAHA exactlyyyy.

Omgggg it's only MONDAY. It feels like a weekend every night now even though I do nothing. Hopefully tomorrow I can go SHOPPING (alone though) and probably visit Monica or something. At least on Wednesday I have some mini-golfing with the Ho to look forward to. Ummm if anyone is free any night this weekend let me know because I'm going to be bored out of my mind and I am NOT sitting at home, k??? CALL and make plans with me, thanks.

Umm as far as the rest of life... it sucks. I haven't gotten in touch with any of my friends that are back from college, the friends I have talked to are either working or sick, I have no hours at work, my mom is sick in the hospital, I'm STILL sick and hacking up my lungs, my dad works all the time aka I'm home alone dying of boredom, and etc etc. I'm not as depressed as I was before though, I guess. I just want to find another job reallllllly bad so I can like overwhelm myself with work and feel "busy". Umm as far as boysssss I'm about to give up on the one since I'll probably never see him again due to schedule conflicts (haha) and him still being in HIGH SCHOOL and all, ahhhh it's so frustrating. Speaking of boys though, I did see the hot guy at the hospital like 3920482 times today and we even exchanged a smile and hello. He's probably like 27 though. OH WELL buh bye losers.