so take a chance

What up losers? Sooo yeah, last Friday turned out to be pretty decent. I went to school for my Psych quiz and no lie, it had the world's easiest questions on it. I'm like 100% positive I got them all right, yay me. So after being at school for approximately 30 minutes I came home and wasted time. I got my biggest paycheck EVER yessss. It wasn't even that much considering like $100 is taken out, eww. I spoke briefly with Ash and Brit and updated them on my life situation and yeah they made me feel like even better than I already did and it was awesome. Next I picked up Lindsay and we travelled towards WM to get gas at the most crowded gas station everrrr. Next we went into WM to pick up Monica for a "fun" night that turned out to be kinda boring as fuck.

While at WM, I was drawn to the Electronics department and a certain green-shirt wearing MAN (kinda) named James/Jim, sighhhhh! We stalked him for like ten minutes and then we left. I'm sure we saw other fabulous WM "men" but probably not. We went to Park Shitty in search of fun and boys and a gift for David/Dad (haha) but sadly we didn't find the first two at all. The mall was sucking extra hard. We did find David a nice ensemble for him to wear on V-Day, awww!! We're trying to modern-ize his style...now we just gotta get him to grow his hair. OH, we also went to Sears in seach of STEVEN but he wasn't there and I was really diasappointed because I was actually going to converse with him. I'm sure we'll be going back soon, haha. We were sooo bored at the mall that we decided to go back to WM and just be losers and hang out there. Ew, I was even home kinda early. The end.

Saturday was probably the worst day of my life so far. Lindsay and I were SUPPOSED to go to Atlantic City to see what I'll call the most fabulous combination of bands ever: Panic! At The Disco, Acceptance, The Academy Is..., and Hellogoodbye. Unfortunately, God decided to be a dickface and ruin my life by making extreme amounts of snow pour from the sky, making it impossible for me to even attempt to go. Wow, there sure were a lot of dissapointments in life this week. Basically, I only went outside like once to go to the store with my dad for about ten minutes. The rest of the day consisted of my lame attempts at convincing my mom to let me go and when I wasn't doing that I was thinking about how life sucks because I couldn't go. I basically laid in my room alllll day long listening to old music and practically crying. On the bright side, I DID find a certain blonde headed boy's website and wow he's just perfect (except for a few things but I'll talk about that later) SNOW, SNOW, SNOW, bed, the end.

On Sunday, despite the non-events of yesterday, I woke up and SURPRISE I was still alive! I made it. It was a super fantastic day overall because I called in to work saying I couldn't make it in the snow, hahahahahahah SUCKway was un-open thanks to me. Lots of nothing again. Eventually at like 5pm or something Lindsay came over and we "studied" for Theology even though it only lasted about five minutes. My dad was crying because he had no ciggies so we decided to go and get some for him just so that I could say I at least left the house. We went to Lindsay's work first and I saw horsies!!! After that we decided that it was impossible for us to not go to Reading to buy the cigarettes so we drove allllllll the way to our fave celebrity Wawa to get them. I actually bought cigarettes, WOW. Next neither of us wanted to go home so we drove around, mainly to Pottstown HAHAHAHA. It was pretty shitty there but there was some kind of magnetic force pulling us toward Limerick and those gigantic things. We followed the smoke and somehow we ended up extremely close to them, closer than I ever wanted to be in life. I was scaaaaared, haha. But then I got over it and took a few fabulous photos for my future viewing pleasure. Eventually we got bored and drove hom a bad way that made me sad/depressed and THEN we returned to my house to watch half of what is now most definitely considered THE BEST MOVIE EVER.

On Monday I was chauffered to school by Lindsay. Overall it was fab and I was pretty un-nervous overall considering what was to come at 4pm. Looking back it's like whatevvvvvv to just THINKING about being nervous. Also, others nicknamed DONALD DUCK helped a little hahahaha. Ummmm I took a test in Theology that kicked my ass and then I went home and realized I had no life. I went to WM to be a loser and see JAMES (he was bending over this time) and then I was extremely fucking bored so Lindsay and I decided to drive around...probably we went to WAWA (aka our new home) and then I believe we traveled to KU for no reason whatsoever. Welcome to the life of me.

Tuesday = me becoming a teacher in Spanish class and having to lead the class through the story discussion, standing in front of everyone aka a class that only has about 10 people in it. WOW, I wasn't even that scared. I'm drawing a blank on what else I did that is of interest. I can tell you what I didn't do...I didn't get rear-ended by a fucking police officer like last Tuesday, hahaha. Ohhhh Lindsay and I went to B&N and I got an application (!!!!!!) and we read books about "men" and how they are dumb. Later I worked with a retarded money-stealing skank whore and a cute red-cheeked kid and it sucked like you wouldn't believe. Death, bed, sleep.

Wednesday was "fabulous" according to Lindsay. I'm not even sure why. School was school. Ohhhh we had PRESENTATIONS in Shakespeare and umm yeah there's definitely some type of speech deficit going on with DONALD DUCK, woahhhh it's kinda unbearable. It's basically "Mr. MacCord: The Early Years". He's still cute though. We went to LIBRARY (unnoticed, I think) and did homework for GV's gay class. GUESS WHAT EVERYONE??? Theology was like..."fun" on Wednesday. Maybe it's because certain blonde headed bitchy drunk girls weren't there to suck up all the attention, that GV was totally off subject the whole time due to random questions asked by everyone, that GV like undemonized me (hahaha), OR maybe (subconciously) it was that a certain person didn't show up. I was like NORMAL...usually I hyperventilate on the inside the entire time we're there and an hour feels like ten years, but on Wednesday I was cool, calm, and collected. It was great and made the whole week A LOT better. After Gayology Lindsay and I were starving so we decided to go out to eat. COINCIDENTALLY (for real) we wound up driving right behind class skipper, whatever. Lindsay and I had a nice (spicy) meal in which we discussed BOYS and ummmmmmm boys. I also went to youth group where I learned the exact same chapter from the bible (is that capitalized???) that I had just learned in Gayology...I knew the answers and I was knowledgeable for once. Wednesday was kinda fabulous overall...it was an outgoing day for me.

Thursday ended up being pretty damn good too. I went to Spanish for a test I actually studied for and did well on and then I got to go shopping to buy clothessss. I also had Snapple and that made me happy. Ethics was amazing as usual (including new love(s)) and I even went to Write Craft Plus (AHAHAH old school) to buy shitty envelopes and post-its. I SAW THE REAL MR. MACCORD AT THE P.O.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Work was gay, I was depressed.

Friday was nice. Psych quiz and then a little time at B&N turning in applications (again !!!!!!!!!) and reading stuff. I wasted a lot of time just so I wouldn't have to come back to my fucking house, ewwww. On a side note, let's all hope and pray that MAYBE Mommy Dearest will change her little mind and perhaps let me live at school next year and forever. I'm getting so sick of being here, worse than ever before. I mean, most of my time is spent there anyway, I might as well MOVE IN. I guess "we'll see" or something like that. So yeah I came home for about .939204 seconds and then I gathered a bunch of way old cds and ventured out to drive somewhere random and listen to way old music. Monica and I briefly conversed and I ended up double dating (hahaha with a 2-year-old) with her, Dave, and my little Dawson, awwww!! Fun times with crayons and placemats and pants with no zippers. We couldn't decide what to do so of course we DROVE AROUND. That's another thing I'm getting sick and fucking tired of doing. What the hell is there to do around here??? I was contemplating this last night as we were trying to think of what to do. There is NOTHING to do around here, especially later at night. It's pretty much go out to eat somewhere, go to fucking WAL-MART (which is also getting old if you can believe I'm saying that), go to the mall (blahhh), or just DRIVE. Then I started thinking, "Well what does everyone else do on a Friday night when there's really nothing to do??" THEY DRINK, that's what. My God...I don't even have a comment. I'm sick of being bored. Although I must say driving around is fun because it creates good conversation. Funnnny stuff with Dave and Monica, hehehehehe we're all bad. Also, is it possible for anyone to think that I'm TWENTY ONE??? Ummm I was home at 9:30 last night, yep I'm a LOSER.

Today I slept forever and then I went to work and did absolutely nothing but talk to Bekah about stuff. Lindsay came to visit and we ended up going to the best Wawan on the planet and buying coffee at midnight. It's like the hot spot, honestly. Go there between 11pm - 1am and guaranteed you'll see interesting stuff happening. Next we drove around listening to every song imaginable including the theme song of the week (for me at least) which is the amazingly bad 80s-sounding aerobics song by SAVAGE GARDEN. Funny stuff probably happened but I'm extremely tired and I can't rememberrrr so I'm gonna stop and go to bed.

But first...some cool and some not-so-cool things in life.

1) Possibly Philly tomorrow evening?????

2) No school Monday...could be good or bad depending on what happens between now and then.

3) Confusion.

4) Extreme excitement about boys that wear GREEN shirts. Yep, that's plural as in TWO boys (aka MATURE ones).

5) Concertssss that are still kinda far but exciting anyway.

6) My ever-changing opinions about well...everything. This goes along with #3.

7) I have a major now, ahhhh yay!!!!

8) I like school? (Also, I don't drink, hahahahahaha).

9) I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE AND IT'S THE BEST THING EVER.

10) And finally the fact that I have to wake up in less than 5 hours to open Suckway.

I'm outtttttttttt.