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Sammy Sue wanted me to fill out these little survey thingers she has on her blog so yeah...here ya go!

Weird Questions
What time is it right now? 4:32
What room of your house are you in right now? Family room
What color are the walls? Off white
Are you wearing socks? Neverrrrr
If yes, what color socks? Bare feet!
Have you ever worn toe socks? Nope
If no, have you ever HEARD of toe socks? Yep, they're weird
Do you have your own phone line? Just a cell phone
Have you ever stapled yourself? Maybe in elementary school
Have you ever believed in cooties? Just the boogie man
Do you believe in Santa, the Tooth Fairy, or the Easter Bunny? Not anymore
Are your socks keeping you warm right now if you're wearing any? I'm not!

Personal Questions
Have you ever worn a thong? No
If yes, where did you get that thong? I don't have one
Have you ever seen someone wear a thong? Maybe in a movie
Have you ever wanted to buy a thong? Not really
Do you like to wear socks? When I have shoes on, yes
Are you a virgin? Yes
If no, do you regret it? N/A
Why? N/A
When did you lose your virginity? N/A
Do you ever regret anything that has to do with socks? Maybe
If so, what? Not wearing socks with sneakers (nasty)

Either Or
Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi
Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla (milkshakes, haha)
TV or Computer? Computer
Socks or Socks? What's with all the socks
Hanukkah or Christmas? Christmas
Water Park or Disney? Disney is so cute
Winter or Summer? Neither, Spring and Fall
Spring or Fall? Both
Big Belly or Big Butt? Um, I know this guy with a big butt...
Freckles or Frizzy Hair? Frizzy hair people unite!
Summer School or Tutors? I tried to tutor this kid and he was dumb and never showed up
Hebrew School or Summer School? Come again

Finish it up!
I like to eat cookies.
I like to wear jeans.
I like to show my smartness (that doesn't come out that much).
I like to bite (well chew on) gum.
I like to watch the inside of my eyelids.
I like having fun.
I always have HOMEWORK!
I talk a lot.
When you dance, it makes me want to dance with you.
Socks again?

True or False
I like Chinese food. True
I'm a vegetarian. False
I've been a vegetarian, but I stopped. True - for about a minute
I'm popular. In relation to what?
I consider myself rich. Nope
People hate me. True (but I'm sooooooo niiiiiice)
I am an only child. True
I wear socks. SometimesI
have my own website. True
I pay for my own website. Nope
I've tried to eat a sock before. Ew
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If you could build a house anywhere, where would it be? Maybe in France or New York, but it'd have to be really private
What's your favorite article of clothing? Jeans
If you could have chosen your name, what would it have been? I actually like my name except for the fact that a lot of other people my age have it
Where is your favorite place to be? Driving, New York, as long as I'm GOING somewhere that isn't my boring house
Where is your least favorite place to be? With people I don't know/like
What time do you wake in the morning? I wake up at 5:30 for school and on the weekends no later than 10
What's your favorite kitchen appliance? Are cookies an appliance?
What makes you really angry? I can't think of a single thing, which I guess is good
Favorite colors? Green, black
What is your favorite season? Fall
If you could have one super power, what would it be? Knowing what people are thinking
Do you juggle? That's for the clowns
What is your favorite day? All of them!
Which do you prefer, sushi or hamburger? I never had sushi really so I guess a hamburger
Who is the first person you think of that is single? Maybe this one boyyy (and me, how convenient!!!)
What is your favorite meal? Cookies (I'm like the cookie monster now)
Who do you love? My friends and family
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Basics
Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: I heart boyssss
Single?: Yes
If not, do you want to be?: N/A
Birthdate: May 12
Your age: 17
Age you act: No comment
Age you wish you were: Hmmm...let's go back to age 15
Your height: 5'3"
Eye color: Greenish
Happy with it?: Yep
Hair color: Brown
Happy with it?: No, bring on the auburn hair dye (I'm working on that by the way)
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty
Your living arrangement: Mommy and Daddy
Have any pets?: May and Tobey my kitties
Piercings?: 7 in my ears
Tattoos?: None
Obsessions?: Hahahahahahahaha, you make me laugh
Addictions?: Gum, Suckway cookies
Do you speak another language?: Yo hablo Espanol en la escuela.
Have a favorite quote?: Well...quotes from my friends but not really any actual professional quotes.
Do you have a webpage?: Yes

Thoughts About Life and You In It
Do you live in the moment?: I try
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Pretty much
Do you have any secrets?: I tell people pretty much everything but there's a few things
Do you hate yourself?: I don't think so
Do you like your handwriting?: Yeah man
Do you have any bad habits?: You tell me
What is the compliment you get from most people?: "Wow, your hair is so beautiful! I wish my hair was like yours!!" from those psycho lunatics that love my ugly ass hair
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Loser...haha seriously, I don't know
What's your biggest fear?: Dying, getting in a car accident, I don't know
Can you sing?: I like to think so (haha, probably not)
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No I hate when people do that
Are you a loner?: Nope
What are your #1 priorities in life?: To be successful in my career (make lots of $$) and to have a nice family
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Isn't that kind of conceited to say yes?
Are you a daredevil?: Not really...wish I was more daring
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Well...sure there is stuff I hate about myself and that I'm self-conscious about but I try to not let it get to me
Are you passive or aggressive?: Passive-Aggressive (honestly, there's a disorder and everything and I think I have it)
Do you have a journal?: Online
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: That is way too hard
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I don't want to sound all complainy, but I'd definitely lose weight
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I think so
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I regret not doing things...I'm such a loser and there are a lot of things that would be different now (maybe)
Do you think life has been good so far?: Definitely
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Be positive
What do you like the most about your body?: Honestly...absolutely nothing
And least?: Everything
Do you think you are good looking?: Well I don't think I'm ugly but I'm not really good looking...
Are you confident?: No, I'm like scared to do stuff alone but I'm trying to work on that
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I have no idea
Are you perceived wrongly?: Probably by people at my school and sometimes by my parents

Do You...
Smoke?: I'm a second-hand smoker, cough cough
Do drugs?: No way
Read the newspaper?: Haha, no but I watch the news but that's all murders and bad stuff so it's kinda depressing
Pray?: I hate to say this but no
Go to church?: Youth group
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Nobody does that anymore...too many sickos/pervs
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Not anymore, just my kitties
Take walks in the rain?: Nooooo my hair might get messed up!
Talk to people even though you hate them?: If I hate them I try to avoid it
Like to drive fast?: Yeah, but you can get in trouble for that!!!!
Like your voice?: Ew I sound like a 5 year old

Have You Ever?
Hurt yourself?: Like intentionally??? Nooooo
Been out of the country?: Hell yes and it rocked my socks
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Probably
Been in love?: No
Done drugs?: No way
Gone skinny dipping?: No
Had a medical emergency?: Sorta...
Had surgery?: Tonsils baby
Ran away from home?: No
Played strip poker?: No
Gotten beaten up?: No, but I was threatened once!
Beaten someone up?: Nope
Been picked on?: Yes
Been on stage?: For chorus and like the talent show when I was little
Slept outdoors?: Unfortunately yes with the BUGS and the GRASS
Thought about suicide?: No, how can people think that??
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes and proud of it
If yes, what is your record?: Well for school (which I had to) I did once and just for the hell of it many many times
Gone one day without food?: Yeah probably when I was sick
Talked on the phone all night?: Not all night but probably all day
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: When I was younger
Slept all day?: Nope
Killed someone?: Noooo
Made out with a stranger?: No
Had sex with a stranger?: No
Thought you're going crazy?: Hahahaha, sometimes I laugh for no reason and Rachel gets scared
Kissed the same sex?: Just family members
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Ew
Been betrayed?: Yeah...forgive and forget
Had a dream that came true?: No, but I had dreams that had SPECIAL MEANING
Broken the law?: Doesn't everyone?
Met a famous person?: Unfortunately not, but my mom's friend meets them a lot and gets me autographs
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: A bird flew into my windshield once
On purpose?: No
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Haha, you know me toooooo well (I try, I really do!)Stolen anything?: Just minor things and not in any store, just at work and maybe school haha
Been on radio/TV?: I was an FM97 superstar for like 5 seconds
Been in a mosh-pit?: No
Had a nervous breakdown?: I don't think so
Bungee jumped?: No
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Not really but I have ones that are similar and forget if they're real or not

Beliefs
Life on other planets?: No
Miracles?: Yes
Astrology?: No
Magic?: Sort of
God?: YES
Satan?: Yes
Santa?: Awww, I miss that jolly old guy
Ghosts?: Not sure
Luck?: No
Love at first sight?: No, that's for the movies
Yin and Yang (that good can't exist w/o bad)?: Yes
Witches?: Like Hocus Pocus or like those other kind that aren't stereotyped ones? No
Easter bunny?: Awww I miss his cotton tail
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: It's possible
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: They're magically delicious...ummm no
Do you wish on stars?: No

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yeah
Do you think God has a gender?: Yeah
Do you believe in organized religion?: That's like church and blah blah blah? I don't know I think people should believe what they want and they shouldn't have to go to church if that's not for them
Where do you think we go when we die?: I really can't say

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: No
Who is your best friend?: I'd have to say Rachel because she knows me best
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Like I said, Rachel
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: I don't know, nobody gives me advice really
Your favorite inside joke?: Where to begin??!?!?
Thing you're picked on the most for?: By my friends my lack of common sense and by other people...probably my weight
Shiest?: Lindsay
Funniest?: Everyone!
Sweetest?: Rachel
Closest?: Everyone's pretty close to me...I'm close with different people about different things
Weirdest?: Everybody's pretty weird...
Smartest?: We are a bunch of smart girls, thank you very much
Ditziest?: Rachel
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Rachel and recently Kim cuz of baaaand
Last person you talked to online?: Sam
Who do you talk to most online?: Lindsay, Kim, or Sam
Who are you on the phone with most?: Lindsay or Kim
Who do you trust the most?: Kim
Who listens to your problems?: Kim
Who do you fight the most with?: Jen or Sam (but they don't last long)
Who's the nicest?: Rachel (to other people...she has a mean side too, haha) or Erin
Who's the most outgoing?: Rachel, Melissa, or Erin
Who's the best singer?: I'm not sure...Rachel's pretty good but I never really heard anybody else
Who's on your shit-list?: Out of my friends...I don't really have one, I just have some issues I need to talk to some people about
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: No
Who's your second family?: Rachel's family used to be my second family
Do you always feel understood?: Not always but most of the time
Who's the loudest friend?: Melissa
Do you trust others easily?: Yes, but that's kinda bad
Who's house were you last at?: Barbeque Herr's house
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: I'm not sure
Do your friends know you?: Yeah, I tell pretty much everything, probably too much sometimes
Friend that lives farthest away: Ally in Florida

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: I can't really say
What do you find romantic?: I can't really say that either...not too experienced, haha
Turn-on?: Driving over the speed limit, black trucks, flannel and duct tape...JK, um sense of humor
Turn-off?: Mean, conceited, asshole (haha obviously)
First kiss?: Sadly not yet
If someone you had no interest in wanted to date you, how would you feel?: Nobody likes me, everybody hates me (guess I'll eat some worms : \ )
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?: Yes, somewhat
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: I think it's pretty acceptable nowadays
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Well no one has the same taste so YES LOTS OF TIMES (read: all the time)
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: No
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They only care about looks and sex
Are you in love?: Nope

Who Was the Last Person...
You wanted to kill?: Nobody
That you laughed at?: Alyssa and Ash @ work
That laughed at you?: My mommy
That turned you on?: Um, not sure haha
You went shopping with?: Melissa
That broke your heart?: Never really was in the position to get my heart broken
To disappoint you?: I hate to say it but Rachel
To ask you out?: Sadly nobody
To make you cry?: I've cried recently but it wasn't because of a person
To brighten up your day?: Everybody!
That you thought about?: Hehehehe wouldn't you like to know (even thought you already do)
You saw a movie with?: Vinny
You talked to on the phone?: Probably my mom
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Sam
You saw?: Mommy
You lost?: I never lost anyone, otherwise they'd be on a milk carton

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: Possibly later
Will it be with your significant other?: Haha, good one
Or some random person?: Myself
What are you wearing right now?: T-shirt and work pants
Body part you're touching right now: None
What are you worried about right now?: Stuff I don't wanna talk about
What book are you reading?: I just finished A Walk To Remember (sad sad tear tear)
What's on your mousepad?: PLCB from my daddy's work
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Cold, bored, my foot's asleep ha, relaxed, ready to go somewhere
Are you bored?: Duh
Are you tired?: Actually, not that bad
Are you talking to anyone online?: I was just talking to Sam
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No, but I wanna call Kim and tell her something
Are you lonely or content?: Content
Are you listening to music?: Yes, radio

Wow, that is extremely freakin' long so I think I'll wait until a little later to type an actually entry of what's been going on in my life.

Smooches, *Me*