Hey everybody! I'm gonna do something a little different with this one and put some song lyrics in here. I've been looking for a song the sorta expressed how I feel, but there'e always something there that doesn't fit. The same goes for this song, but I'm just going to take them out for now. Here goes... (download it and follow along if ya want :))
Christina Aguilera - Walk Away
What do you do when you know something's bad for you and you still can't let go?
I was naive, your love was like candy
Artificially sweet, I was decieved by the wrapping
Got caught in your web and I learned how to bleed
And it hurts my soul cause I can't let go
All these walls are cavin in, I can't stop my sufferin
I hate to show that I've lost control cause I
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from
I
need to get away from ya, need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away
Couldn't see through the smoke, it was all an illusion
Now I've been licking my wounds, but the venom seeps deeper
We both can seduce but darlin you hold me prisoner
I'm about to break, I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure and I'm fiendin for a cure
Every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one things that I need
I can't mend this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn everywhere I turn
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from
I need to get a way from ya, need to walk away from ya
Everytime I try to grasp for air, I am smothered in depair
It's never over, over
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare, I let out a silent prayer
Let it be over, over
Inside I'm screaming, begging, pleading no more
Now what to do, my heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true, each beat reminds me of you
It hurts my soul cause I can't let go
All these walls are cavin in, I can't stop my sufferin
I hate to show that I've lost control cause I
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
I'm about to break and I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure and I'm fiendin for a cure
Every step I take leads to one mistake
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
I can't mend this torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return, what did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn everywhere I turn
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need
To walk away from
Congrats
If you're made it this far, then you're worthy of being my friend. The end.