In the mood to write and feeling very pink today!

Just some random thoughts going through my mind that I need to write about.

Where to start? Well first of all, I have orientation at Target tomorrow. It's a little terrifying...starting any job is really. I keep telling myself that I need a few weeks to get used to it and that I need to be outgoing. As we know, I'm shy with new people which is kind of a way to distance myself I guess, but I know that when I'm outgoing I make lots of friends and stuff. I just need to keep reminding myself that it will work itself out! Today I got myself some lovely khaki pants and on Sunday I got a nice red shirt. Sadly, these is probaly my least favorite color combination...in fact khakis with any color shirt isn't my favorite.

I just found out today that my income tax return has been in my checking account for about a week now...niiiiice. I've been using my credit card for gas/food/anything else when I could've been using my debit card. Ohhhh well.

Need to work on my thesis paper as usual. I got it under control, just need to finish the damn thing and send it off to my advisor so she can make suggestions. Then data analyzing, results/discussion sections, presenation, and I'm done. Oh happy day when I walk out of that room with my grade on May 1st. Then I get to go to a fabulous concert with Vinny in Philly. Then "finals" which are going to be a breeze, and then OMG I'm done with college. Oh my word. I just summarized the entire rest of the semester in about 2 sentences. That makes it seem less intimidating I guess.

Anyway, we had a speaker tonight in my addictions class who is a recovering/recovered food addict. It was very interesting, but as sad as it may sound, I can't imagine never being able to eat "normal" food that everyone else eats ever again. This woman cannot eat sugar AT ALL, and eats very restricted levels of white flour. That's like...all bread, cake, cookies...all the good stuff! I know saying that makes ME sound like a food addict, but I know plenty of my friends who would agree that they couldn't live without these foods either. I am totally for eating healthy (I need to work on it though haha), but I don't know how people can restrict their diets SOOOO much. I honestly would rather be a tad overweight (as in if I lost weight) and be able to eat SOME of that sugary/bread stuff than be thin and never eat it again in my entire life. No chance in hell. I sound terrible!

Soooo I guess I better get going and work on my stuff. All I wanna do is curl up in bed instead. That's what I've pretty much done for the past few days when I was supposed to be doing the paper. Ughhhh time to work!

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