Today in a nutshell:

Woke up, talked to my boy (!!!), avoided getting ready for "Easter" at my dad's family's house...without my dad. Uncle J's back in the hosp...I would say "pray" but yeah, forget that shit. Ummmm drove my daddy's car IN THE RAIN, ate food and coooookies, avoided all questioning about school. I hurt my knee by being a dumbass and slipping on mud and falling in my uncle's driveway...it hurts like a bitch on crack now and I have a nasty SCAB (ew gross word). Tonight = me being moody, freaking out over homework, almost killing LMH and truly feeling bad because I obviously can't control my emotions. Don't know if it's the rain, the time of the month, or I'm falling into sad times again. If it's the last thing then I've been fighting it pretty hard or something because the mood swings have been coming and going by the minute, not just by the day. I'm subconciously not letting it take over.

So I literally just studied Biology for a total of about 2.5 hours. I did "bad" on my last test and I'm an overachiever so I studied my little butt off and plan to do more tomorrow. I even read the fucking book we never use. I WILL do good...I hope. Anyway, for actually studying that long and not slacking off TOO much tonight I rewarded myself with a gay little survey. I need to update the last 1.5 months of life and I promise to get on that shit soooooon...bye.

P.S. I just got a weird craving for applesauce, mmmm.

I HATE: being grumpy.
I MISS: being able to drive with the windows down :(
I HEAR: silence, yay.
I REGRET: very few things because if I'd done things differently in life I might be a different person and I like who/where I am.
I LIKE: when everyone is happy.
I SING: when I'm driving alone.
I GOT THIS SURVEY FROM: Sarah G on myspace.
I SHOULD: get my act together this week and get some homework done.

[WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF...]
RYAN: ex-suckway co-worker.
KYLE: Gothic Kyle hahahaha.
JOSH: What my name would've been if I had been a boyyy.
SAL: Hahahaaaa...Lindsay knows this one I think.
SCOTTY: Scotty doesn't knowwww
ALEX: Don't know any Alex's

[IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU...]

GOT DRUNK? No
CRIED? Yes
HELPED SOMEONE? I hope so :\
GOTTEN ILL? Barfed for the first time since like 7th or 8th grade...fun times
GONE TO THE CINEMA? Yep and I saw a realllllly cheesy movie too :)
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Mmmm hmmm
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Probably as a joke at work or something
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Online but nothing extensive (whoa big words late at night)
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? We don't fight really...just get annoyed w/ each other



[DO YOU PREFER]

1. FLOWERS OR CANDY? Candy, yay
2. GRAY OR BLACK? Black but gray is good too
3. COLOR OR BLACK? Black and white is amazing...black and a single color is good...color by itself is too normal
5. SUNRISE OR SUNSET? Sunset
6. STAYING UP LATE OR WAKING UP EARLY? LATE duh


this is called FIRST REACTION ... type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 48 words. Don't think and don’t go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it!


1. Cigarettes:
Kill people :(

2. Sex:
I'll let you know

3. Relationships:
Fab so far ;)

4. Your Last Ex:
W. T. F. enough said

5. Football:
For high schoolers and drunken men

6. Crack:
"Crack-asshole" or "bitch on crack"...some of Mon's inventions

7. Food:
Not right now, eww vomit

8. President:
Suckssss

9. War:
Not too sure

10. Cars:
Yay driving

11. Gas Prices
Need to go dowwwwn

13. Bon Jovi:
I heard some songs today on the radio

14. Religion:
Nah

15. MySpace:
My #1 non-human love...I need a life

16. Fear:
Stuff

18. Beyonce:
Too much make-up and bad hair

19. Blondes:
LMH...probably the only normal one haha

20. Brunettes:
That's meee

21. Politics:
I don't really pay attention too much though I should

23. One Night Stands:
Yuck.

24. Cell phones:
Taking over the world

27. Vanilla Ice Cream:
Favorite

28. Porta potties:
Ew never used one, never will

29. High School:
Soooo in the past it's not even funny

30. Pajamas:
Comfy and warm

31. Wet Socks:
Ew ew ew

33. Alcohol:
Probably not a good idea for me haha

34.The word HATE:
Needs to be defined better

35. My best friend(s):
Are my life

36. Single or Taken
I believe I'm taken...interesting

37. Heartache:
I'm not sure I know what the really is...but I think everyone agrees it sucks

38. Love:
Sigh...I don't know :\

40. Divorce:
Breaks my heart

41. Parents:
Mine are pretty good

42. Trees:
Nature

43. Coffee
I'm gonna need some tomorrow

44. Music:
Needs to be present 99% of the time

45. Soccer:
No opinion really

46. Pot:
Ask my brother

47. Lies:
Not a huge fan...the truth hurts but I think it's best

48. Life:
Get back to me on that one...I have noooo clue and I never will