you're only in my dreams

As we all know, I do not believe in all that "horoscope" bullshit. I admit, they are fun to read and sometimes it can be kind of freaky if something the horoscope predicts comes true or fits the current situation, but THIS is scary:

"A new person in your life is intensifying efforts to communicate with you. Give yourself time to sort through how you feel about this, because you might not know how to react at first. This person is still a bit of a mystery to you, and you might not be quite sure what to think. Is it all some sort of joke? In a very odd way, this confusion will be refreshing and exciting to you. Instead of frustrating you, this person is putting you in touch with a new part of yourself."

I think only one person will get how weird and almost eerily DEAD ON that is. I especially love the "Is it all some sort of joke?" part, ha. So if I'm to take the advice of some bullshit astrological message from the stars, I should be feeling refreshed and excited by this and I should be finding out something about myself that I never knew before. In a weird way, this is all true (except the excitement part). At first, this particular situation that I don't want to discuss in detail right now was SO shocking and then frustrating, but after getting it all out I haven't even really thought about it much the past few days. Usually I dwell and dwell and dwell on things until my head is about to explode (frustration) but I'm actually kind of carefree about this, especially since it's NOT MY PROBLEM (!!!). I don't want to sound like a heartless bitch in any way, because I really do care, but I am starting to find out something new about myself: I am capable of distancing myself and not getting wrapped up in other people's bullshit. I'm always the "advice giver" but I'm sick of that...plus, everyone lies to me so I am D-O-N-E giving people advice and helping them out. It's your mess, fix it.

Sooo let's take a look at my horoscope for today...should I really be taking these things this way? I don't "believe" them as predictors of the future but I need some advice of my own and situations are too complicated to explain to people who have no idea so I'm using an online horoscope to help me...not a good decision but I'm trying new things. Anyway, TODAY:

"There is a lot to be said for being hopeful and having a positive attitude, but you must balance your sanguinity with caution today. If you let yourself get too caught up in your fantasy life, you will miss out on some important information that pertains to your real life. So temper your optimism with a healthy dose of realism, and you won't be disappointed. This is not a time to take major risks -- there is too much instability in the air."

Hahaha I guess the joke is on me. My whole "new" attitude about this whole thing was just shot down in that paragraph. I love the irony of my life. Oh, and I'm REALLY HAPPY, but apparently I'm not supposed to be. Niiiiiiiice.