you and i are gonna live forever

Duuuuuude my life is boring. Ummmm on Thursday I was bored all day long and then I went to Target to buy my mommy birthday gifts (Happy B-Day Mother, even thought you're really annoying at the moment). Lindsay came with me and we had a pretty boring time. I wanted to buy hair dye but I just couldn't find anything good enough, tear tear. Denver was also gay. I even had to interrupt the America's Next Top Model marathon I had going just to leave my house...that show is addicting even if they're all re-runs.

Friday was gay as well. I watched more gay vh1 shows like the the model one...still didn't get to see the last episode to see who actually won because I had to go to work. Work was pretty boring too...nobody cool came to visit. We laughed at a lot but I can't exactly remember what was so hilarious. Oh maybe it was the time when I asked some lady AT THE REGISTER if she'd like her already made sandwiches toasted or when I fell off the ladder onto Ashleigh's foot. I'm retarded.

After work Lindsay and I drove around and it was gay. Oh how could I forget...on Thursday night we saw a figure at the D-bro's house and Lindsay's like "Oh it' s just some lady" and it was Dex and his ever-growing fro. Man it's huge. Yep Thursday was a huge waste of gas...I'm seriously sick of driving around. I need substance in my life...

Today was different but still boring. I watched Live 8 on TV all morning...they cut the Killer's performance short, goshhhhh. Everybody else did like two songs but they did like 1 minute and 30 seconds or something. I almost cried. Then I went to my cousin's graduation party and it sucked BIG TIME. I should've stayed home and went out with Hoehn like I wanted to but noooooo I went because I thought I'd have fun. So basically I sat around and did nothing for about 5 hours. I wasn't "cool" enough to hang out with my cousin and her friend or any of my other cousin's friends so I was like this big loser sitting with the adults. I guess I as being a little shy(afraid)/antisocial...I'm thinking it's more of the first one but I'm pretty sure everybody else thinks that I'm an antisocial bitch. Whatever, my cousin had about 15 of his friends from school over and there was one with COOL HAIR, whooo. But he left practically right away so no more cool hair, cry cry cry. Umm we watched fireworks but we were kinda far way and there was no noise so it wasn't as "intense" as it normally is. You know that feeling you get with the loud noise?? Non-existent...

I should be sleeping since I have to work tomorrow (well today) but nooo I'm wide awake because I drank this coffee stuff. Now I'm gonna go watch a movie I rented even though it's almost 2 in the morning. Whoooo 8 hours until work. I hope my hot sexy ponytailed lover comes in to get some steamy footlongs. JUST KIDDINGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have over 60 songs downloaded on my computer and that's a lot for me. I'm so sick of all the music I have so I have all this weird crap I never heard of and it's interesting. I've also noticed that I don't listen to the words in songs anymore and I haven't decided if that's good or bad yet.

I'm losing my mind, I really am. I need college to start soon I think. I need more people to mingle with and I'm sick of my dumb house...oh wait, I'm living at home. Kill me.

Oh two things for anybody who is interested...I have access to the little pool across the street all week long so if you want to come over and go swimming let me know. And I'm still looking for somebody to come to the mountains with me...my grandmother is bugging me to come. It's pretty boring up there but at least it'll be a road trip.

I'm outta here yo, *J-Gangsta*