let the good times roll

Today was not a very good day. I started off the morning being "mad" or whatever I am and now I'm ending my night the same way. First I was frustrated in Stats doing stupid coloring puzzles, in Preschool we watched a movie and my contact started being dumb AGAIN, everyone was getting on my nerves (well not everyone), and then in Physics I decided I didn't feel like talking to anybody.

What a shocker...me not talking. WOW...it's not like anybody cares what I have to say anyway. I'm so annoying right. Whatever, it's really dumb but I was just not in the mood this morning and it ruined my whole day. Once again I was magically pissed the hell off after lunch again, wonder why. I am DONE with that for real. I think. I don't know. What's the point, I'm a loser.

Ummmm after school I did NOTHING and then I went to youth group where we talked about scary things like crucifiction (totally drawing a blank on how to spell that) and dying. I hate that...it's so depressing. Then me and LMH went to eat some awesome chicken at Ruddfuckers. It was a boring night...not a single exciting thing happened. Well, except for the drug dealers at Wal-Mart. I complained a lot and then there was a whole lot of not talking. We didn't even go driving around anywhere and that makes me sad. I guess I should just get over it.

Oh and when I got home about 20 minutes ago my mom told me that the restaurant called and said I'd left my phone there. I'm so dumb. I didn't even use the freakin phone while we were in there. I think the pocket on my satchel was open or something. Whatev...so now tomorrow after school I have to drive all the way over to Lancaster to pick it up. WHAT FUN.

I already told Lindsay that I'm not talking to ANYBODY tomorrow. I have to be normal. I can't be annoying. I mean I'll talk but I won't be how I normally am because nobody listens anyway. I'm going to bed now and then when I wake up we'll be one more day closer to NO MORE GAY SCHOOL.

Peace, love, and WHO CARES, *Me*