if you never try then you'll never know

What's crackinnnnnn kids? I'm sitting here drinking limeade, listening to ghetto rap and thinking. I've come to the conclusion tonight that I HATE the following things:

1) My house. Or maybe just being at home...

2) School. That includes the people that go there minus a select few that are my best friends and of course "the kids".

3) Sleeping. It's a complete waste of four to five hours of my life every night.

After I wrote that lovely post on Thursday evening I got a phone call from LMH asking me to head out to Wally World to buy yarn and "napkins" so we went and it was cool. We stayed out past curfew illegally (for her) again. We've been such rebels lately. We saw the original fronytail delivery boy and the sunglasses guy there, sweetness.

Ummmm Friday was a cool day except my lover Rach wasn't there, tear tear. Smann wasn't there either...sicness from HP I believe. I had fun with the kids that were there...EB, LMH, and the Ho, lots of laughs but I can't really remember specifics. Bizarro was absent(minded) and these two other dweebs had ISS so they were outta sight. I think Friday was the day it rained...I hate rain, maybe I shouldu've put that on the list too. We had a really depressing assembly about drinking and bad decisions and stuff and it was actually pretty sad especially when the one teacher gave his speech about his brother who died in a car accident...he was all choked up. Despite the seriousness of the whole thing, some assholes in my class who think they're cool decided to make a huge deal about how "dumb" the whole thing was. Yeah, I wanna see how dumb it is when one of their friends DIES.

After school was busy-ness. I worked on the project with Erin after school and then I came home and helped my mom do yard sale things. Then I slept for like 45 minutes and then sped over to work to get my check so I could get to the bank before it closed. After that I went to see Smann's gorgeous hair straightened and it was coooool. I even got to do some of it and it was fun. Later on I picked EB up at work and we went to see Kim at Wendy's and we were really giggly and it was fun. Then we went GUESS WHERE????? Wal-Mart! I bought drugs (haha I'm dead serious) and I was such a nice friend and bought Erin hair stuff that she wanted. Some scary guy must think my cell number is his friend's because he keeps calling and leaving voice mails, what a nerd...get the right number next time.

On Stuarday I was awoken (is that a word?) at like 6 AM to do yard sale stuff. I stayed outside for like 2 whole hours until I got so bored. I was SOOOO bored that I redid my hair really cool, got dressed all nice with a cool shirt and flip flops, did my makeup really nice and decided I was going out around 9:45 AM. I had to get my gay inhaler and then I bought some cappucino and drove around and got majorly lost really far away from home. I was in farm country (yes, worse than here) and then I was near Elizabethtown or something and then I found Manheim which led me back to Lancaster and then I wasn't lose anymore. I came home and took a short nap and then it was time for work.

It was also the day of the prom but I didn't go. I'm not really upset that I didn't go...everybody's all like "Oh Jess you would've had sooooo much fun!" but really would I?? I don't know because I didn't go! I worked with Ash and we had fuuuuun leaving lots of voice mail on Canadian Bacon's phone and listening to BSB and making the giant party sub for the post prom extra special, wink wink. After work Lindsay came and we drove around like alwaysssss listening to this song about pancakes...I officially love that song, I just need to figure out what the words are. We honked at Zebby!!! What was he doing walking around Denver at that hour? We also saw kids on huge bikes in the Wally World parking lot (even though we didn't go in).

Today I had to work again and it was fun until about 2:57 when the annoyance arrived. GOD SHUT THE FUCK UP. I can't even stand that girl anymore. After work (or endless torture, whichever you prefer) I went to the graduation party at Rachie's church and saw some gorgeous pictures of Rachel in her prom attire, pretty! We played some games and stuff and did funny mad lib type deals and it was actually fun. Then the one kid Josh said the famous JW/Henn line "Hum on my balls, bitch!" and Rachel and I died...that kid is just too funny. Of course, there's drama again but hopefully it'll just blow over and nothing bad will happen. After the party I came home and was in the mood to clean my car, how bizarre. I did the whole nine yards minuse vacuuming since I didn't have a dumb extension cord and I didn't feel like paying 50 cent (haha) to use the one at the car wash. My car is now spic-and-span and it smells like coconut and lime, coolness.

After that I came inside to find a message from LMH, we were both bored so we decided that after we both ate dinner we were gonna go get some ice cream at Cold Stone. I had to like rush around and get ready and my hair was CURLY but it was some good ice cream. We then decided to "get lost" and we sorta knew where we were the whole time but then we really did get lost and LMH said it felt like Alice in Wonderland, scaryyyyy. We thought we were gonna die. We were near the freakin Psycho Hospital AGAIN!!! What is it with that place? We talked about all the cool freshie boys and one in particular who is depressed, AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW (those cute little eyes, how sweet). There were black jeeps missing at like 10:45...drug deal I guess?? Oh and Lindsay like flicked off a whole entire street that looked suspiciously like J-Wal's, haha. Oh something new and exciting was our adventure down the alley where the pimps hang. It was all bumpy and gravelly and the only thing that looked suspicious was this strange garage door with gang symbols all over it or something. We'll have to go back another time, hahahaha. Tonight was funnnnnnnny. Oh and Lindsay informed me that she "saw me" driving today on 6th street. And what were we doing there Miss I-Take-The-Long-With-A-Capital-L-Way-Home-From-Work???? It's ok, I do it too.

I don't want to go to school anymore. All of my classes are bullshit wastes of times. We just do stupid little busy work activities in Stats, no more kids after tomorrow in Preschool, Job Shadowing isn't even a real class to begin with, and Physics, phssssssssssshshshshssh I hate it. I actually paid attention on Friday and I still didn't know what the hell Cotdog was talking about. I don't even think he's gonna give us another test because we've learned like 8430493 different things and no test. Thank God. Hopefully tomorrow EB will do something interesting so I actually have a reason to get up in the morning. Oh and I gotta remember to get my "connections" with the freshies via certain neighbors of mine up and running. Peace signs are cool man.

ONLY 11 MORE DAYS UNTIL I HYPERVENTILATE AND SEE THE KILLERS.

Your fellow alley pimp, *J-Gangsta*