we can't go back, it won't be the same

I am definitely missing first semester. This one kinda sucks. It's just...average. Some parts are even below average. Let's see, first block is Statistics. Cool teacher, only 10 kids including Smann and Erin, seems somewhat entertaining. Second is Preschool Lab. Again, pretty cool teacher, Linds and Rachel are there, littles kids, fun, etc. Then I leave to go to the hospital, praise the Lord. That had to be like the best idea that somewhat thought of, letting kids leave for a period to do something productive...it's such a break from school.

Ok this is where the day sorta goes downhill. Lunch is like not fun. I thought it would be because practically everyone's there but it's kind of...annoying? First of all there's like 50 million people jammed at our table and I don't know a lot of them. And they're bandies and talk about bandie stuff...sorry Smann and Kim!! Maybe it'll get better...we shall see. Oh, and Linds' boyfriend is in our lunch along (amusing) with the rest of the idiots in our class (not amusing). They really are idiots.

Which brings us to Physics! Oh joy. Let's just say that my fantabulous gym class make up about half of this class. Did I mention it's the half that I didn't like much? Throw in a couple other losers/jerks/people who think they're funny when they're really not/homework on the first day/people ALREADY laughing at us (sorta) and you have PHYSICS. This is gonna sound really snobbish but whatever...I only realized today after that class how much I enjoy being in the "smart" classes with people who actually obey the teacher, don't yell stuff out, make rude comments, do their homework, etc. Like AP Bio. I had friends in that class, nobody was bad and disrupted the class and ruined it for everybody else, and we still had fun...like normal non-asshole fun. I sound like such a nerd but who cares.

I hate the people in my grade!!!! Really I do. Especially this one girl and I'm like on the edge if she says one thing to me or "whispers" about me in front of my face again she's gonna be whispering through stitches because I feel like punching her in the face, haha. I would never do that but she just makes me feel like hitting someone and that's pretty bad for me because I'm so "nice". Well guess what...don't even say a WORD to me or I will flip and get myself kicked out of school so I don't have to be in the friggin class anymore. I don't even wanna go tomorrow.

GYM was even better than this, MY GOD. At least in that class I could hit snobby little girls in the head with balls and sticks if I really wanted to. Now I'm gonna have to throw textbooks and pencils and stuff and that's not gonna go over well with Mr. McFruitcake or whatever his name is. I hope you people that are reading this feel the anger and know that I never get this mad about ANYTHING and you understand the seriousness. Watch out I'm gonna be in a bad mood 4th block tomorrow and if anybody laughs at me or any of my friends AGAIN I don't know what I'll do. At least I have Killian and Erin right near me so I have people to talk to. Too bad Rambo's on the other side of the room, she would beat everyone up for me, hehe.

I think I'm done with my little rant. One quick comments: my point of this post is that I MISS FIRST SEMESTER even more than I did the other day. I had classes with all my friends except like one who I still see outside of school, lunch was still cool and I only had one class of idiots but it was service learning and gym so it's not like an educational class. I wanna go back sooo bad. I don't wanna end the school year on a bad note. Ok, I'm ranting again.

On a lighter note...I think the snow is done for good? It sucked and driving was hard especially since my gay windshield wipers suck and don't work. Hopefully tomorrow is extraspecially sunny and it all melts and goes bye-bye. I saw my "boyfriend" today too for like a long time, haha. How cute. Oh and Mel said he's in one of her classes, haha. Funny funny. Work tonight was soo funny...me and Alyssa goofed off and played "baseball" and got offered "freestyle beats" by this ghetto man from next door (wherever that is). He liked our Snoop Dogg music I think. He was kinda cool/creepy. Well I guess I better do my PHYSICS homework.

Dude, that is SO not extreme.

Smooches, *Me*