i'll kiss your lips again

I was way excited that the first semester is finally over but now that I think about it I think I'm gonna miss it. A lot. I have classes with pretty much all of my friends, which yeah I do next semester but not with my dearest Chelsie, tear tear, haha. It's just gonna be different and I wish it would've lasted just a little longer. It's just like when school ended last year and I had all these regrets and never wanted it to end. I felt that way for a long time but then when school started again I realized some things and now it's all good. I know I'll get over it really fast but ughhh it frustrates me. And to think that next year at this time i'll be in COLLEGE. What the heck...I'm scared!!

Ok that was interesting. I'm in an "intellectual" mood right now, maybe. Now moving on to the not so smart stuff. I told Chelso I was gonna write about this in here since she was sick of hearing me talk about it. Well there's that extremely cute little 10th grader boy who I've become obsessed with in just two short weeks. That sounds really bad now that I think about it...10th grade?? Ew. But he doesn't look like it! He has a really cool name too. It's so originally original (not really but it is different). Lindsay's the only one who understands the whole thing...I don't like this kid. I mean how can I? I don't even know him. It's like a celebrity crush or something...it's fun to "like" the person but you don't know anything about them. You can make it all up, yay. It so confuzzling. It would be extremely cool to talk to that person but ya know, it'll never happen cuz nobody takes me seriously. Just a thought...

I just re-read that and I'm such a loser. I seriously need to stop watching movies. It's destroying my brain and making me think crazy things. I'm just bored and I'm thinking too much. Haha, I guess I'll go watch a movie or something, muahahahaha evil movies brainwashing me. Bye.

Smooches, *Me*