this world is just an idiot's parade

It seems like it's been a long time since I last wrote but really it's only been like 2 weeks...but a lot can happen in two weeks so let's see...

Last last week was just busy school stuff. Gym class was horrible and I'm really hating it so I hope it goes by fast because it SUCKS. Rachel and I met with Mr. V a lot this week and we got everything done that we had to, yay. Our senior class also took the giant picture that goes in the yearbook and on the wall in the cafeteria...the photographer was very inconsistent with his directions on when to smile and stuff so I hope it turned out good. I also went and got my eyes examined because I want to get contacts and I also need new lenses in the glasses I have now. I'm just waiting for them to call me back so I can go and try them out...I hope they don't bug me because I really hate my glasses. A lot.

Last week was Thanksgiving week which meant that we only had 3 days of school. That was great. I was a busy kid though because of this stupid fly project for AP Bio (which I think I screwed up because the females died and the food got moldy, haha). I have soooo much stuff to do this weekend and it's not even all homework, it's other stuff that I needed to write down so I can remember. Like who to buy gifts for, phone calls to make, stuff to tell people. Speaking of phone calls, I should go call Lancaster General school and confirm the INTERVIEW that I got there, yay! I was scared at first but I'm not the best talker, but I figure that as long as I'm polite and friendly they'll like me. I don't even know if I'm going there or not even though it's the only place I've applied. Which also reminds me that I need to finish my application for Alvernia and turn it in ASAP tomorrow. I also need to get my classes changed for next semester so that I can be with all my friends. Hopefully Shimko will let me since I'm at the counseling office every spare minute.

Ok, let's talk about Turkey day now! On Thursday morning I woke up kinda early and went to pick my brother up at the train station and missed turns both times which meant that I went out of the way both there and back. When we got back we ate some breakfast and then hung around for a little. I was really bored and my brother was too so we went to Wal-Mart and I bought like $40 worth of stuff because that store has everything and I just buy buy buy when I'm there. I got a phone card, a new bag (black of course), "Country Fresh" air fresheners because my car smells like Suckway, a cd holder for my sun visor for the car, and some of this rubbing compound stuff so that my brother could get some of the scratches off my car. The rest of the day was boring...we just hung around and then had dinner. Later we drove my brother all the way to Philly and it was the craziest I've ever seen the road. I was scared!!! But it was an experience.

On grand old Black Friday I had to wake up at like 6 AM because this crazy girl I know was coming to get me at like 7:15. Lindsay picked me and Chelsie up and then we drove to King of Prussia. The traffic wasn't bad at all and the mall wasn't that busy until like 10 or 11. The time went really slow too, so it felt like it was 3 in the afternoon and it wasn't even 12 yet. I didn't really buy anything except a smoothie from Lindsay's banana place and some cool candles. Then Lindsay dropped us off after she almost ran out of gas and me and Chels went to the new Wal-Mart in Morgantown and I bought more junk that I don't need like make-up and stuff. Then we went next door to Fashion Bug and I bought a little jacket thing. Then we drove on over to Ten Thousand Villages and I bought a beautiful bracelet that's all green and awesome. So basically I bought less stuff at the mall than I did at the other regular stores. Cool.

Saturday I had stinky Suckway work and it sucked. Same with yesterday. I was gonna do homework when I came home yesterday, I really was, but then I fell asleep and then I watched two movies and then I fell asleep again in hopes that I wouldn't sleep until 11 today because I wanted to get up early today and take a shower and go up to the Berkshire mall area to get a few Christmas gifts and to pick what color shoes I want for Christmas, and perhaps buy a CD for myself. That way I'll be home early and I can sit down and do my homework and get all caught up (not likely).

Oh, and before I go I just wanted to mention a few things. Until this weekend I didn't realize how much I dislike high school and cannot wait for college to start. I had so much fun this weekend and I know that I'll have to do work in college too, but what I'm saying is that I really don't want to go back to Cocalico High School tomorrow morning at 7 AM. Once I graduate I know that a good majority of my friends are gonna be living close by so I know that I'll be able to do whatever I want with those cool people and I won't have to go to a gay school where nobody likes me and I don't like anybody just to see them. Oh, and I just wanted to mention this for anybody that cares...usually I go on and write this huge thing about the kid I like and how sad I am because I didn't get to see him at school or how I saw him out driving somewhere or some bullshit like that...well guess what? I didn't think about that lose once this whole weekend because ya know why? I wasn't at gay SCHOOL and I didn't have to see him, or hear about him from stupid people that always talk about it. So yeah, I'm DREADING going back to school. I'll have to see dumb people, take stupid gym class, and see that loser that I "like" (which I'm not sure if I do anymore). Well that was my rant for the morning. Sorry!

Ok, well I think I'm out. Buh bye!

Smooches, *Me*