never gonna go your way

It's a little before 9 AM and I just woke up after having exactly 4 hours and 42 minutes of sleep last night. I wrote a post last night, like atually wrote it from up in my room on paper...with a pen. Don't know why, but here it is...

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Today was pretty damn boring until about five o'clock. I went to Wal-Mart (yay!) to get a few things for m y mom and myself. Then I went to Arby's and got this awesome wrap thing that was way better than anything from stinky Subway, haha. Then I came hom and watched a litttle Look Who's Talking and around 6:30 I went to pick Sam up (on time, yeah man!). It was pretty fun, I actually got to talk to Rachel for once. But Sarah wasn't there and I missed her...maybe I'll give her a call tomorrow before I go to work...

After youth group Sam and I went o Wal-Mart because she needed some stuff and I had nothing better to do. When I came home I promised my mom I'd empty the dishwasher (yuck) and then I just talked to some people online...nothing new. I also started thinking about whether or not the whole thing with the guy I like visitiing Jen at work and talking about me is a good thing or not. I mean, Jen said he looked a little scared, but that he was smiling and laughing. I'd like to think that maybe he's not that scared and that he kinda thinks it's funny and maybe even likes the fact that I like him...I mean, Sarah and Rachel said that he supposedly liked me back in 9th grade so it's not like he hates me...he was really nice to me. I don't know, I guess I'll have to wait until I see him next, probably at school. Maybe (hopefully) I'll have some classes with him. Ahhhh...I don't know what to think.

Ok, so right now it's 3:43 AM and I am extremely freakin bored and I can't sleep because it's really hot in my room for some reason. So far, I've watched a little Ferris Bueller, the end of Chris Rock's HBO thing, Who's the Boss, and now I'm watching a Conan that I saw already a few nights ago. I'm writing this...like actually writing it and I really wanna go downstairs and type it or something since I can't sleep but I know my mom will be like "What's wrong? Where are you going?" So I guess that's not an option. Maybe I'll wait until 4 and then sneak down. Peace out!

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So yeah, I'm really tired and I need sleep because I was planning on starting my AP Bio crap this afternoon. And my head feels reallly funny right now so I know I can't do it at the moment. Yeah, last night when 4 AM rolled around I actually felt kinda tired and we have this big fan at the end of the hallway so I thought maybe if I layed on the floor of my room near the door it would be cooler and it was. But then the stupid cats were bugging me and I kept thinking that I was more likely to have bugs crawl all over me if I was on the floor. I don't even remember getting back into my regular bed but that's where I was when I woke up just now...after some huge school bus colored truck with some kinda hose on it ran outside my neighbor's house, cars sped by, and some idiot couldn't get their car started after they tried like 20 times...AT 8:30 IN THE MORNING. So then my dad got up to get ready for work at quarter of 9 so I got up too and here I am. I hope this makes at least some sense because I don't think it does.

Smooches, *Me*