close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by

Hey hey people. I guess I'll start with when I came back from my trip. I had to fly back by myself and I was a little nervous but it wasn't bad at all. I met my mom and dad and then we went out to eat at I think Ruby Tuesday's somewhere in Jersey and then we got home really late and I just slept because I was kinda tired. On Thursday I took my pictures to Wal-Mart and as I'm coming into the parking lot I see Lindsay's (not for real) boyfriend aka Jorge there working on his car in the parking lot. It was just kinda weird that I come back from my vacation and he's the first person I see, especially since that night there was a really bad storm and it had just gotten done being all stormy and there were all these warnings for a tornado, a thunderstorm, and floods. Like, who goes to Wal-Mart to work on their car duing a tornado watch? Seriously.

On Saturday me and Kim went out as usual. It's becoming a regular thing to go out on a Saturday afternoon and just drive. This time she drove for half the day and we just went around and got her some job applications. Then some people went missing so we looked for them. We also went to Wal-Mart like three times I think, once to check on my pictures but they wouldn't be done until Monday night, tear tear. So then we came and got my car because her mom needed theirs and we just drove around embarrassed ourselves as usual. I think I went to blockbuster that night. On Sunday I had to work in the afternoon and then I picked Sam up to drive down to my sister's house for Olivia's christening. We missed the whole church part because it was earlier, so we just hung out at my sister's with everybody. I got a little bit of a surprise because my goofy brother was there which I didn't know about. So that night me and Sam just drove around and saw cops and got scared and just goofed off. On Monday I went over to Kim's house in the day and then I went to get my pictures later and then went back to Kim's to show her and her mom. Oh, I almost died too on the way back from Wal-Mart to Kim's because the way to Wal-Mart goes past this certain person's house and I didn't want to go by because it seems like everytime I do in my own vehicle, I totally embarrass myself because someone's outside or something. So I'm at the stop sign trying to figure out if I should go that way or not and finally I just said "Whatever, I'm going this way...whatever happens happens." So I turn and I don't see anybody outside or anything and I start driving straight on the road and go over the little bump and who passes me RIGHT in front of his house with his brother in the car...oh man. Oh, and the rest of his family was outside on the lawn...like they were saying bye to him and his brother or something. It was bad...I was in shock.

On Tuesday I had to take my mom to the doctors and then we went to look for a shirt for my senior pictures. We also went to eat at Fuddruckers (or Ruddfuckers as Lindsay calls it...but it's only her favorite restaurant because Jorge said he liked it) and I got this funny trucker hat in the 50 cent machine. It's black with yellow letters and it's that ghetto Von Dutch brand. So I came home and me and Kim decided to go out and kidnap Lindsay from work and then maybe to Dairy Queen or something. We went by Lindsay's work and her car was there, but we were too afraid to go into the barn to see her so we just left and drove around a little. We decided to go to Rita's and then we just drove back to Lindsay's work but she wasn't there. We called her up and asked her if she was doing anything important and if she wanted to take her car and go driving around. We had a great time talking and stuff because neither of us had seen her since school ended. We almost pissed our pants quite a few times with some of the stories about, ummmm, thinking caps and sandwiches, hahaha. Ew, those girls are perverted. We also made plans for them to come and spend the night on Thursday since none of us were doing anything.

Wednesday was a pretty boring freaking day. My mom and dad went out in the day so I was stuck at home doing nothing. Then I had to work until 9 and then I took a movie back to Blockbuster. On Thursday I just kinda hung around the house and called all my litlle girlies up to make a time for them to come over. Then I had to go to the store (Wal-Mart of course) because SOMEBODY needed Oreos and milk, and lime-ade in order for them to come over to my house, haha Linds. So I picked Kim up and we went to Wal-Mart (and I didn't even go by that kid's house, yay). Oh, but we did see Lindsay's hot Latin lover Jorge on the way there and *gasp* we think he had short hair. But we're not sure so don't go starting any rumors. Lindsay was here when we got back so they put their crap in my house and we went to eat at Panera's because Lindsay the big baby had to go there, haha, just kidding. So we came back to my house and they got to see Stuuuuart from Big Brother in England. I forget what we did then...I think we went on the computer and watched TV a lot. We watched Mr. Rogers which is a freakin pansy show, haha. Mr. McFeely or whatever the hell his name is definitely a fruit cake and him and he was definitely more than Mr. Rogers' mail deliverer. We watched some other dumb shows but I forget what. We also watched like 6 movies such as...Interview with a Vampire with Brad Pitt (Lindsay's dream guy), The Good Girl (because Lindsay thought it had sex in it), and I think we all saw One Hour Photo as a whole group since we all fell asleep at different times. All I know is that Kim was out half way through that one and I woke up when it was over and Lindsay I think was awake for the whole thing. I thought Lindsay was gonna say let's go to bed now but she didn't and me and her just talked for like an hour and half until about 7 AM. Then we woke up at maybe 11-ish and they went home.

I had to work that night until 7 and there was this really bad storm that I had to drive home in. Then Chelsie and I went to Target, whoo hoo. We also went to Barnes and Noble and we wanted to go to the make up store but it was closed, tear tear. Oh, and we went to Arby's where these freak kids work and they were all like "HELLOOOO and welcome to Arby's!" What a bunch of losers with nothing better to do on a Friday night. I think not sleeping on Thursday night caught up with me because I slept in on Saturday. Then I had to work until 4. I was bored that night and I wanted to do something but Kim wasn't feeling good and no one else was around (well, on IM) so I called Lindsay and asked her if she wanted to go see a movie. First time going to the Lancaster movie theater, definitely did NOT get lost! Yay us! We saw the Stepford Wives and it was pretty good, just a little disturbing, haha. So then I had to take another movie back to Blockbuster and that's about it for Saturday.

On Sunday I had to go with my mom to David's Bridal to meet my sister, her mother-in-law and her sister-in-law to do something about our ugly bridesmaid dresses. She decided that puke green just wasn't good enough so me, my sister, and Patty (the sister-in-law) were browsing and we found black (which is more than fine with me). So instead of an ugly green dress that makes me look like a piece of celery, I get to wear a pretty black dress that actually has some style and that I may be able to wear to the prom next year (if I go). Yay. On Monday I must've been really tired because I slept in and was awaken by my dad saying that Jen was here. She wanted to know if I wanted to go to the mall so we went to Park City and I wasted the little money I had on make up and this air freshener crap from Bath and Body Works. On Tuesday Kim came with me to the Berkshire Mall cuz I needed a shirt to wear for my senior pictures. While we were there I found a shirt, thank God, and it's black, imagine that. I also bought a Breakfast Club poster which is HUGE which means that I might have to take down all my hot pictures of Justin and Colin Farrell and put it up there. Oh, and I bought this body spray and root beer flavored body wash from Bath and Body Works. Kim and I then went to Dairy Queen and then we just drove around and that's about it.

Today I had to get all pretty looking for my senior pictures. It actually wasn't that bad of an experience...the photographer was really nice and funny and I think the pictures actually looked kinda good. Then I went to Border's and got a CD (Avril Lavigne) I wanted (oh, I also bought the Spider Man 2 soundtrack on Tuesday). Then we went out to eat at Applebee's and we rushed back so I could get Sam, go to Wal-Mart to pick up my pictures and then get to youth group. Well, we were 15 minutes late and everyone stared at us when we came in. Well sorry people, at least I was there for once since I haven't been there for about a month or more. Whatever. Then Sam and Jen came out to see my pictures unlike some other people that were there. Then I took Sam home and ran back to Wla-Mart since the pictures weren't done earlier and now here I am.

I'm bored right now because nobody's on except for one person that I really don't feel like talking to. I'm not gonna get into it because the last time I wrote something about it on here and didn't talk to her about she got mad and it caused this huge fight. I'd rather not say anything than have an argument. I feel bad for not responding to her when she said hello to me. I think she knows I'm a little mad at her for the way I acted tonight at youth group and then for not answering her tonight because she usually leaves me messages but tonight she just said hi and that's it. It's ok, I'm just gonna let everything go and see what happens.

Tomorrow's looking like a whole lot of nothing since I'm all out of gas and nobody else drives. Well Lindsay does...and I should call her anyway because I wanna ask her something and I have some stories to tell her. Maybe we'll hang out or go track down her sexy Latin lover if she's not busy. I guess I should go now. But I am so NOT tired since I've been sleeping in every single day. The other night I stayed up until 5 AM out of complete boredom. I guess that isn't the healthiest thing, especially when I'm driving. Ok, I'm done talking now. Bye!

Smooches, *Me*