christmas break & more

Ok, let's start with something that I left out about the dance...my best friend since like forever from Florida was supposed to come to the dance with me but she never showed up and me and my mom were a little mad. But it was all good and it turns out that they had a really horrible trip and that they decided to just crash at a hotel for the night.

That was on Saturday, and on Sunday Chelsie and I picked up Sam and went to Wal-Mart and just goofed off for like two hours and then I came home and went out with my mom and dad to Wal-Mart again to get a gift for my friend. On Monday I drove to school and when I came home Ally and her family were here and they stayed for a little and I found out that she we would have some time to hang out on Tuesday on Wednesday. Tuesday was the last day of school and that night Ally and I just stayed in and only went out once to get pizza and then we just slept and Patty came over for a little with Mike and Nick. On Wednesday Ally and I took a ride to my friend Tonya's house to give her a Christmas gift. Then Allyson left and then later that night Patty, Jimmy, and the boys came over.

On Christmas day we picked up Vinny and Andrew and went to my Grandmom's house for the day. I basically just hung out with Alyssa and made plans to go back to her house. Nothing exciting happened at her house. We just hung around and went to the movies to see Peter Pan (good movie). I also found out that I am a total idiot. Alyssa's brother Adam the same age as me and he had some friends over the one night to spend the night and the next morning his one friend started talking to me (I'd seen him before at Alyssa's house but I don't even know if he remembered me since I'd seen him a few times there). So anyway, he was talking to me and asking me questions and I totally froze and couldn't even talk and I was just like shaking my head and nodding and that's it!!! I swear to God that there is something wrong with me. I cannot talk to guys. At all. I suck. The kid probably thought I was a freakin' deaf mute.

So then Alyssa came home with me and we didn't do much. We played Disney Monopoly (I lost as always) and we drove around and we went to the movies again. We also slept over at Rachel's house with some other girls and stayed up until 5 AM. Then on New Years Eve Patty, Jimmy, and the boys came over again and hung out with us. It was all good fun. Then on New Years day we went to Blockbuster and rented some movies and went over to their house to watch the one movie. Then Alyssa went home and now I am bored out of my mind. That brings us today, January 2nd, the most boring, bum day of my life!

Yes! Now I can talk about current events. First of all, on the last day of school before vacation I got the nerve up to write a note to the kid I like and I gave it to Rachel who 'forgot' to give it to him (pissed me off, too!) and then Mariya said she would do it after last period. So here I am for two weeks away from school and not knowing if she got the chance to give it to him or not. The whole thing was to give it to him before break so I wouldn't have to see him for awhile, lol. But I doubt she had the chance to because I saw him at his locker and she wasn't there and that was her only chance so yeah...it's ok...she promised me she would do this for me and I know she will.

Other than that I guess everything is ok...I got called to go in for an interview at Subway and I'm hoping I get the job because if I don't get it I won't be able to drive that much. Other than that, I don't htink things are going well with Rachel and I again. She can never do anything with me but whenever I call her she's always doing something with Tonya or Britany and she can't drive with me and her parents won't let her have passengers so if we do anything we have to go in seperate cars. The whole situation is very ridiculous and everyone agrees. I do have other friends, but she is my best friend and I don't know...my other friends don't understand stuff like she does and it makes me mad that I can never talk to her and that we never do anything. I feel like her parents don't like me or something and that's the reason why she can never talk to me. Whatever...if she reads this she can talk to me about it but I doubt she will. She might 'forget' like she forgets everything else.

Whoo...I finally updated this blog and it's sooooooo long so I hope whoever is reading this enjoyed it!

Smooches, *Me*

P.S. If anyone is interested in going out with me to the 222 Drive-In sometime call me up because I heard that you know who works there and I've been dying to go for like ever. So yeah, call me!