you tell me

This is the song that never ends....it just goes on and on my friend....I started singing it not knowing what is was, and I'll continue singing it forever just because this is the song that never ends....it just goes on and on my friend....I started singing it not knowing what it was, and I'll continue singing it forever just because this is the song that never ends....it just goes on and on my friend....I started singing it not knowing what it was, and I'll continue singing it forever just because this is the song that never ends....it just goes on and on my friend....I started singing it not knowing what it was, and I'll continue singing it forever just because this is the song that never ends....it just goes on and on my friend....I started singing it not knowing what it was, and I'll continue singing it forever just because this is the song that never ends....it just goes on and on my friend....I started singing it not knowing what it was, and I'll continue singing it forever just because. ALRIGHT...ENOUGH OF THAT NOW.

Sorry about that. I guess you can all tell I am extremely bored, hench the name "monotonous" reflections. I don't know why I'm sitting here but I suppose there is a reason. Well Rachel called tonight and she was like "Hey...what are you doing?" and I was like, "Awww...nothing much, I'm really bored. My mom said you could come over tonight if you wanted to." So she told me she couldn't, that she was going somewhere but she didn't say where. So we're talking and I guess she could tell I was really bored or something cause she said "Hey...me and Britany are going to the Rec tonight, do you wanna come?" At first I figured, oh great...i'm sure Brit will just love that, because I know what happens when there are groups of three girls...there's jealously. Anyway, my mom came on the phone and said I had to go and that I could call Rachel back. I told Rachel that I'd call her back in a little bit and tell her if I could go or not.

So then I wound up eating dinner and not calling her for like 45 minutes to an hour and I figured she had already left. When I called she was still home, and she told me that she was watching her baby brother because he was sick. So we talked a little and neither she nor I mentioned the Rec and then her brother started crying and and she's like "Well, Lucas is crying so I'm gonna have to and I'll call you back later. Well, actually I'm going away tonight so I'll call you tomorrow." Nothing about the Rec so I didn't mention. I told my mom about this and she said that Rachel had talked to her step mom or Britany and they didnt' want me to go anymore, so I guess that's why I am sitting her typing this while they're having a great time at the Rec.

Now, you guys tell me...was Rachel blowing me off, or did she really forget that she had asked me? That is the question...hmmmm.

Smooches, *Me*