while we're young, please

I can't take it anymore. I NEED to write about everything that's going on.

First of all, I'm sick and tired of people talking about their boyfriends/crushes/guys/whatever because whenever I try to say something it's like "Yeah, ok, uh huh...but OMG guess what so and so did today?!?" That ticks me off. And when I finally do say something everybody thinks I'm joking. I think I need counseling.

I also hate it when I'm practically telling my friends that I'm not in a good mood, and they just laugh at everything I say. Not because they're making fun of me or mocking me, it's because it's on IM and it's hard to tell how somebody is saying something.

Then there are all these conflicts with my friends. Some of my friends don't like some of my other friends and I feel like I have to cater to them because they sound "left out" or something. Whatever, some of my friends actually are allowed to go places and do things, so I'm just going to go with the flow and have fun while I'm still young. Blah.

I don't care if this pissed people off either because that's the way I feel and I just feel like crying now, but I won't. I will not...absolutely not. I seriously doubt that anybody that "cares" will read this anyway because they think that it's just another one of my rants about "my obsession" who is not even talked about as much as some other people so anybody that says I'm still obsessed can kiss mine.

Smooches FOREVER, *Me*